when life throws lemons..

working this morn was not too bad..

after that, went for lunch. went to try the 'famous' tow kee opposite yellow bus stand. gosh..

1. so hot
2. so slow
3. the tauke face like thunder
4. the maid so slipshot, clean table also leave plenty of mess
5. the tauke keep screaming at her maid
6. ordered medium, maid gave big, said no medium exists. when pay time was charged for big, on the wall clearly stated got medium.
7. can hear the ppl at the table in front of me (1 face as black as thunder, 1 keep apologizing for bringing them there) complain to each other: wait so long already lo. wait so long so little ah!!

food was not bad. service and environment totally sucked. so glad i went alone.

got a certain ambiguous vibe from someone.. not sure what i should be feeling or how i should react. not sure what this fella wants also. but a single word can turn my orderly life into disarray.

weather is so hot! feel so sweaty!

3 cars cut me very very close at the junction after toll right before they have to go up the flyover. stupid ppl. if wana cut, please don't cut so close. and 3 somemore 1 after another. i know u all very teror.. very geng.. always take the outer lane to skip all the cars then cut in just before u have to go on the flyover. Stupid humbugs. please don't cut so close when i'm not driving particularly slow and when i have the right of the road.

came home.. some brainless person park right in front of my house door somemore. then i have to park far far away then walk into my own home. under the hot scorching sun.

went online.. saw some stuff. sometimes i dunno is it my problem or others.

just really tak syok and boh mood right now.

i know i should take all the lemons and make it into lemonade..

but now i'm just too fired up.

don't mess with me. please.

S'ban f00d... where to get da BEST!

gotta faster get it all down before what alap said seeps out from my brain. this is just based on what i like or what ppl around me like. seremban folks or non-seremban folks, feel free to add to this list any recommendations or local favourites.=]

SIEW PAO

Seremban siew pao! duno where's the best though..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

BEEF NOODLE 牛肉粉

Original at market, haven't tried yet.

Kemayan square outlet - nice! got air con!

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

CRAB

Seremban siew hai 芙蓉烧蟹 - i haven't tried yet.. malunya..

日升 opposite ming kok - lousy attitude though..

next to 食街 in lobak - also has 鱿鱼米粉

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

FISH HEAD BEE HOON 鱼头米粉

leong kee at Sikamat!! they have home made fish balls too~~ nice and peppery!

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

HAKKA MEE

Tow Kee opposite yellow bus stand - according to alap is the best..

Tow Kee in market - according to lin hui is the best..

shack on drain beside chan wa main - according to me is the best.. keke.. but then i haven't tried the one opposite yellow bus stand.

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

CHICKEN RICE/DUCK/CHAR SIEW/SIEW YOKE

锦记 wai yean's shop near yellow bus stand - duck, char siew, everything you want! nice!

发记 fatt kei - after traffic lights after klinik pergigian, got black char siew!

ah Paw - opposite tarot cafe at lobak

duck rice same row as hong kong noodle and fish shop.;p

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

FISH BALL NOODLE 鱼圆粉

Jalan lisam at shops beside JKN

restaurant OK at lobak

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

NASI LEMAK

opposite temiang polis station at limbok!!

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

PAN MEE

Mummy's pan mee at kemayan square for afternoon - curry, spicy..

Rasah 泉记 for night - ma lak! some ppl like it pedas pedas pedas..

hehe..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

LAKSA

Asia laksa - at rahang kecil and senawang.. i will and must try one day!

Laksa at kemayan square - a bit pricey, but i think the see ham very fresh and nice.

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

BAK KUT TEH

Temiang on the left in between traffic lights for yee poh and traffic lights out of temiang.. according to alap. what's the name dy ah?

era square - got dry version, wet version, 猪脚醋

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

CLAYPOT RICE

shack on left before row of shops with hong kong noodles

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

MIXED RICE 杂饭

rasah opposite hosp

blossom food court

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

BALLS

rahang.. on the left.. in a shack somewhere near 财记, duno which comes first.

yee poh - meat ball, tendon ball, fish ball..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

PRAWN NOODLE SOUP

Pence food court! nearest to penang style to be found in seremban

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

WAN TAN MEE

opposite klinik bee and eu yan sang in town - my favourite!^^

明记 in market - lin hui's fav..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

PORK NOODLE 猪肉粉

behind OCBC bank.. now no more dy.. sob.. duno where they went.. anyone knows??

Pence food court..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

ALL SORT OF NOODLES

Hong Kong noodle - curry with their homemade mee, sui gao with green mee, 滑鸡河粉..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

CHAR KUEY TEAW

Victory at Oakland

FS kopitiam

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

SEAFOOD

still need to go to PD...

yi tong..

jia jia..

restaurant on the right at traffic lights before indian temple if coming from s'ban, opposite some bank..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

DAI CHAO 大炒

Opposite permai 3.. the oat prawns.. yum yum..

fei zhai - salad yao zhar guai..

lucky - curry in bread..

hua cheng 花城 - claypot lou shi fun, gu lou yok

seremban garden

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

PORRIDGE

kemayan square - be careful how u order though.. if not very pricey. best is kong pou 田鸡!

teo chew porridge in town, same row as RHB bank and KFC

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

TOMYAM

temiang ming kei food court - according to boon san.

opposite alap's house in rasah - according to alap.

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

TONG SUI

泉记 at rasah~

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

BREAD

opposite yee poh.. the 餐包 is the BEST!

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

CENDOL

slant opposite RHB bank in that nice wooden building. shifted from shack opposite hilton. alap find for 3 years dy! finally heard from xiang ying.

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

WESTERN

kensington - my all time fav.. for mushroom soup, crispy aromatic duck..

pizza italia - fresh pizza.. spaghetti.. not bad la, but cannot fight with spaghetti from louisiana..

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

JAP FOOD

Jap buffet at allson klana.

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

THAI

Blossom~

. x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

anyone know anywhere else?? do share =]

Gym???

had quite an interesting gym experience today. hmm..

this gym pro said wana teach us how to stretch. i thought that would be like.. lean here and there while ppl pushing u or sth. actually it was like... i duno how to say.. haha.. but it was damn painful. i clack one side, felt very weird (like unbalanced.. maybe coz song sai one side and stiff the other) and painful, then clack the other side, then clack all the way down the back. i wondered how far my waist will turn before i break into two. then it was time for the neck. :S

then coz i complain of neck pain, the short neck massage with our favourite LMS.

wow.. pain man. haha..

but after that, felt like whole body song sai. so nice the feeling. but the process.. hmm..

thanks anyway!=]

don't think i dare to try it on others though.. unless they got buy life insurance.

转个弯，看看有什么惊喜。=]

转个弯
或许就会看到什么惊喜
不必特地去苛求
就很自然的
或许前面就有个小小角落
让你停下休息
前方蓝天蓝海融成一片
吹吹海风
歇下气
聊聊天
过个美好的一天 =]

往前走.. 去追随彩虹的影子吧

一段美丽的故事
用了很久很久去读去写
当下经历了各种喜怒哀乐
有着许多刻苦铭心的回忆
到最后故事仍然总结了
写完了

另一段美丽的短篇
来也冲冲，去也冲冲
还未意识到它开始
它就已经结束了
明知道是短篇
却有点不舍
但或许，
硬把短篇加长成为长长的故事
未免太勉强了吧
或许短篇也有短篇的美
虽然短了些，
却给我带来了好多惊喜
回忆

是时候收拾心情
再往前走
前面还有更多美丽的故事等着我呢。。。


after denial, bargaining, anger and depression.. comes acceptance.
i guess it's time to move on.

look further

sometimes the world is wider than what we see or don't see in front of us.

when we look at our personal lives, we see things that don't go our way, dreams that aren't fulfilled, work that isn't done..

not to say that these are not important.. but..

somewhere on this planet, there are people who see their houses crumple in front of their eyes, with or without their family in it. there are parents who see their children die from starvation. sickness. old folks who have to walk maybe through bushes and steep rocky paths just to get to town for some groceries. children abandoned along roadsides by parents not able to support them. or innocent children born with HIV and just living waiting to die and it's not even their fault.

we are lucky to be alive and whole.

so i guess i should stop grumbling and ranting bout my insignificant problems and start being a better person in whatever little way that i can help.

最熟悉的陌生人

分手后不可做好友， 因此彼此伤害过。。。
不可做敌人， 因此彼此深爱过
所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人。。。

saw this on facebook
why everyone so emo??

sad stuff from facebook...

1、有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心； 有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；有时 候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了。

2、以为蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不见这个世界；以为捂住了耳 朵，就可以听不到所有的烦恼；以为脚步停了下来，心就可以不 再远行；以为我需要的爱情，只是一个拥抱。

3、那些已经犯过的错误，有一些是因为来不及，有一些是因 为刻意躲避，更多的时候是茫然地站到了一边。我们就这样 错了一次又一次，却从不晓得从中汲取教训，做一些反省。

4、你不知道我在想你，是因为你不爱我，我明明知道你不想 我，却还爱你，是因为我太傻。也许有时候，逃避不是因为害怕 去面对什么，而是在等待什么。

5、天空没有翅膀的痕迹，但鸟儿已经飞过；心里没有被刀子 割过，但疼痛却那么清晰。这些胸口里最柔软的地方，被爱 人伤害过的伤口，远比那些肢体所受的伤害来得犀利，而且只有 时间，才能够治愈。

6、很多人，因为寂寞而错爱了一人，但更多的人，因为错爱 一人，而寂寞一生。我们可以彼此相爱，却注定了无法相守。 不是我不够爱你，只是我不敢肯定，这爱，是不是最正确的。

7、如果背叛是一种勇气，那么接受背叛则需要一种更大的勇 气。前者只需要有足够的勇敢就可以，又或许只是一时冲动， 而后者考验的却是宽容的程度，绝非冲动那么简单，需要的唯有 时间
8、生命无法用来证明爱情，就像我们无法证明自己可以不再 相信爱情。在这个城市里，诚如劳力士是物质的奢侈品，爱 情则是精神上的奢侈品。可是生命脆弱无比，根本没办法承受那 么多的奢侈

9、人最大的困难是认识自己，最容易的也是认识自己。很多 时候，我们认不清自己，只因为我们把自己放在了一个错误 的位置，给了自己一个错觉。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕从一开 始就走错了方向。

10、生活在一个城市里，或者爱一个人，又或者做某件事， 时间久了，就会觉得厌倦，就会有一种想要逃离的冲动。也 许不是厌倦了这个城市、爱的人、坚持的事，只是给不了自己坚 持下去的勇气。

11、多少次又多少次，回忆把生活划成一个圈，而我们在原 地转了无数次，无法解脱。总是希望回到最初相识的地点，如果 能够再一次选择的话，以为可以爱得更单纯。

12、如果你明明知道这个故事的结局，你或者选择说出来， 或者装作不知道，万不要欲言又止。有时候留给别人的伤害，选 择沉默比选择坦白要痛多了

让人心疼的12句话 哪句说到你的痛了....

stupid gal..

why do i do this to myself again and again?
have i not learnt?
i will not wait any longer
waiting while eating two cups of maggie
waiting while watching gossip girl
waiting...
sometimes i really think i am too naive

a moment

where time seems to stand still
where black and white becomes gray
where i remember
the reason i fell in love with you...