Monday, August 14, 2006

if i never knew you

If I never knew you
If i never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me.

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true

I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

if I never knew you
There's no moment I regret
If i never felt this love
Since the moment that we met
I would have no inkling of
If our time has gone too fast
How precious life can be...
I've lived at last...

And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

暧昧

只能陪你到这裡
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人 是不是同一个 真实的你

曖昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

曖昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽 停在这裡

lydia~



迷离的眼眶
为何流浪
心碎的海洋
受了伤
连微笑都彷徨
gypsin女郎
为谁而唱

你会看见雾
看见云
看见太阳
纪念和大地重复着悲伤

他走了带不走你的天堂
风干后会留下彩虹泪光
他走了你可以把梦留下
总会有个地方等待爱飞翔

lydia 幸福不在远方
开一扇窗
许下愿望

你会感受爱
感受恨
感受原谅
生命总不会只充满悲伤

wedding bells





I went for sally’s wedding on sat morning. It was quite a rush, as we had to leave at 9am for the 11am wedding. Guess this is one of the downside of always being on time. Anyway, I went there wondering how grand it was going to be. While waiting outside for the rest to arrive, we engaged in the only activity available—people watching. Conclusion? City harvest is full of ‘lenglui’s. aih.. is there hope for me to become like them? How I wish. Haha!;p
First we saw the husband-to-be. Damn handsome man. Then sally arrived, looking blur, excited, happy… the flower girls were sooooo cute!! So was a little boy of about 1-2 years old, looking adorable and dashing in a mini tuxedo. I thought he was going to be the ring bearer, and seriously, I was a bit worried for the couple as he kept crying and hanging on to his poor mothers’ legs like it was his life-line. By the way, after the wedding, we saw him in a pram!! He looked so cute, like ‘xiu yeh’ like that. Ha..
During the wedding, they showed a short video clip of the couple. It was quite touching, as we could really see how much in love both of them were. The whole wedding sweet, heart-warming, sentimental, full of romance... it made me think of what I would really want for my wedding. When or if it happens anyway. Heheh.. I don’t really care about the decorations, as long as it’s simple and sweet. But I want the special feeling to be there. The feeling of both being ecstatic, happy till nervous, sweet, touching, romantic… the feeling of “finally… we can finally be together forever…”

chicky thursday

One sunny evening, mother hen brought his chicks to midvalley for a treat. The chicks were very excited because it was their first outing together. So, on the way there, they chirped about endless topics, and then trooped after mother hen to the appointed place where a special bedtime story was being told. As there was some time to kill, four of the chicks found themselves some food while mother hen found himself a drink. Mother hen sure waddled very fast though. Anyway they were just in time to catch the magical story about narfs and everybody having an appointed role and purpose in life. It was a very fun outing not so much because of the movie but more the excellent company. At the end of the night, mother hen had to leave while the chicks found their way back themselves. The entire journey was most amusing mainly due to a particular talkative and funny chick. Under orders from mother hen, with dire consequences should they fail to comply, the male chicks showed off their gentlemanly attitude by walking the female chicks back to vista C. ~the end~

Cast:
Mother hen: zia hau
Chicks: me, Fiona, Kelvin, BB, KK, miao miao, Alfred, David
Talkative chick: Alfred

Quotes:
It is not the movie, it’s “watching together”… -zia hau

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

stuff tv teaches

saw on tv yesterday, some actor lecturing on love to his son.
hmm.. what did he say??
he said, it doesn't mean that you gotta always be with the person you love. it's enough that you keep them in your heart.

~爱一个人不一定要在他们身旁,把他们收在心里就好。。。 ~

其实爱又是什么?是拥有吗?我们又怎么懂那真正是爱呢?
我们所认识的爱,就是从电视机,故事书,看到的爱。那些又是爱吗?难道爱是对那些衡量的?
我认为不是。。

love is a fickle thing
it comes and goes as it pleases
leaving confusion along its path
it offers no lifelong guarantee
yet requires you to give your fragile heart
sometimes it brings a smile
yet at other times it brings more heartache
but happiness is a choice
just like sadness is our choice
i don't know what my life holds
but they say God gives us only this much obstacles
knowing that we have the strength to overcome it
what can't kill you can only make you stronger

i always see this phrase:
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like
because the one you like will leave you for the one he loves

but then, well, what if you are just the one he likes
one day he will leave you for the one he loves
so what will you do then?
will life lose all its meaning and glow?
hmm, well, for me, it most probably will.

i also often see this phrase:
it is better to have loved and lost
than to have never loved at all

life is one tricky thing
there's no knowing what may come next
but i suppose if this is my life
the very least i can do
is to face it with a smile~