musings of 10 years before..

right now i'm having the beginnings of a headache, with aching bones and intensive futsal training ahead. lolz.. i so wana just jump into bed and go to sleep, not wondering whether i should start reading a chapter of sarawak handbook a day or devise some sort of plan that precludes working, eating, playing, facebook-ing, drama-ing and sleeping so that i can fill my brain a little.

i've been mechanically going to work and coming home everyday, and suddenly i realise i've been a frp for half a freaking year. gosh, why don't i feel more adequate?

but i digress..

the main idea propelling me to revisit my blog was so because i was suddenly reminded of life as it was 10 years ago, when we were in form 5 and 17 and young.

ah those were the days...

i think back to how i thought life would be in the future.. and it is so not like what it is now.

i think back to what i thought was so important then.. and well, some still is, like friendship. exams..? err well, let's not talk about exams since we are finally beyond their bind. woohoo..

i think of tears shed over love lost. well, i now see the meaning of the phrase "what can't kill you makes you stronger".

somehow it saddens me to know that certain paths will no longer cross. that relationships will drift apart inevitably.

everyone has made their various decisions over the path of time, leading them to where they are now, to who they are now. some leading accomplished lives, some leading simple but happy lives, some still searching.

and i can sense a lot of red bombs landing soon.

we are who we are. life is good. the laughter shared over all these years are still echoing in my ears. the tears, i choose to forget.

life might not have turned out as what i always planned. in fact, it turned out better than i could have ever imagined. i realise that paths will cross and paths will part. that's the way of life. i'm saddened by the parting that always happens, but since there's nothing i can do bout it, i will just treasure the moments all the more deeply, all tucked in their respective pockets in my heart.

cheers everyone.

may everyone have a good life. ^^

smooth dance moves~~

i know i've been away from blogging for like ages.. but this song drives me crazy and i just gotta share.

lengzai.. malaysian.. with such fluid and smooth dance moves.. can't see this enough times ^^

Oh baby 看着我 快乐不再沉默

因为能见你 阳光好温柔

还不到一分钟 你早镇住了我

加快我 告白的冲动

你温柔的笑容 腼腆中打倒我

一阵莫名幸福深深撼动着

你笑着对我说 怎么你还不懂

好人卡只配好朋友

这个时候 你送给我 好人卡哦！成了迷惑

你的喜欢 友情以上 恋人未满 没有答案

可是你说的喜欢我知道不是爱上

我有很多话很想跟你讲 listen up

我可以 为了你 坚定不移放逐我自己

因为我爱着你 因为我爱着你

我可以 惊天动地怒放向全世界宣誓

爱上你完美了一切

我可以 日日夜夜为你写首爱的诗句

因为我爱着你 因为我爱着你

多么想永远和你在一起

你温柔的笑容 腼腆中打倒我

一阵莫名幸福深深撼动着

你笑着对我说 怎么你还不懂

好人卡只配好朋友

我的手中 用力紧握 好人卡哦！还是迷惑

你的喜欢 友情以上 恋人未满 没有答案

可是那2012的预言你慌不慌

趁它来临前 我只想跟你讲 listen up

我可以 为了你 坚定不移放逐我自己

因为我爱着你 因为我爱着你

我可以惊天动地怒放向全世界宣誓

爱上你完美了一切

我可以 日日夜夜为你写首爱的诗句

因为我爱着你 因为我爱着你

多么想永远和你一起

我可以 为了你 坚定不移放逐我自己

因为我爱着你 因为我爱着你

我可以惊天动地怒放向全世界宣誓

爱上你完美了一切

我可以 日日夜夜为你写首爱的诗句

因为我爱着你 因为我爱着你

多么想永远和你一起

我只想永远和你一起~