low

i have reached a stage where i really have no motivation to do anything. whether it be going out, or taking photos, or even calling up my friends. even though once i get to doing it (whether it being going out or meeting up with friends or taking shots or being in a conversation), i actually do enjoy it. but heck, sometimes i'm even lazy to answer the phone. am i morphing into a hermit or am i just growing old? and this is when all the bugging stuff creeps into my mind, driving me up the wall.

i am surrounded by contradiction.

i need to get a life.