first day at work...

the saddest thing is that when i reported to JKN... i was the only fool who obediently reported on the date they said. everyone else had come up with all sort of excuses like no letter yet or kena cari rumah. so well...

then to the biro.. kena lambasted for wanting hosp seremban. the exact words running along the lines of..

'still young must go further ma! anak manja! must work outside rumah wan ah?! jauh sikit pun tak boleh!'

'ibu buat apa? guru? guru banyak cerewat punya! ingat mereka boss di sekolah then boss everywhere! so demanding!!'

wth.. insult me, then insult my parents... i learnt a new art - grinding my teeth while smiling. the only thought of consolation was that i'll be getting my pay while she blasted on.

then when i finally reached HTJ, (i was told anyone entering the hosp now must wear mask) so i waited there in the pharmacy office with my mask on, and no one wanted to talk to me.:( i guess it's hard to appear friendly when all they can see is ur eyes. smiley eyes anyone? so well...

then they were thinking of where to dump me. someone shouted... OPD la! then she can cover for raya. apparently everyone thought that was a great idea. coincidentally, TDM was full dy too (i dun wana do TDM yet anyway. so scaryyyy~ i even heard whispers of CDR~~~~ yikes! of course, OPD is known to be the most stressful session where everyone need to be QUICK! ACCURATE! EFFICIENT! no time or space for any error or delay) i was told to report to OPD where i will toil for 2 months. so well..

i went there. all drug names looked familiar yet alien. hmmm... i've seen this before somewhere... (i knew that phrase would haunt me someday. should have out-grown it whilst i was still in uni). i stood around (sort of like when time stands still - picture person standing in a room while everything/one else whizzes past around person), then it was 5pm! yay.. i thought.. punch out time. mana tau... suddenly i was told... LABEL! huh? i tried to look as blank as my mind felt. U! YES U! i looked around.. helplessly? U DUNO ENGLISH?!! err... yeah... i'm the new prp (wth, i just got here half an hour ago..) YA I'M TRAINING U NOW! err.. ok.. i fumbled with the boxes. the dosage and dosing instructions didn't seem to tally. before or after food? how la i noe?? i think my brain really degenerated. finally, he did it himself. PATIENT ALSO DIE DY LO!!! WHERE R U FROM? LEARN NOTHING WAN?? imu... i said in undertones.. he gave me a look that said... NO WONDER... sighz... he talked to me and another prp before we left for the day (at 6pm, one hour after fong gong).. he's quite nice actually. just shouts when there's a lot of work to be done. i have a lot to learn... brain... where r u??

my verdict?
OPD, 2 months.
i'm dead.