爱情的秘诀

1。 信任
总觉得很难做到。。
动不动就怀疑他，责问他，尤其是当他身边有别的女子，
还是别的女子对他太好，跟他太亲，跑到太近。。唉。。。
其实我觉得他并不会去‘靠’别的女子，只是怕他会对她们太好，使她们心动。。
我知道我因该给他我100%的信任，可是却做不到。
我太容易吃醋。太怕受到伤害。。
信任越大，往往受到的伤害越大。
可是或许不信任
到头来
伤害最大。

2。 接纳
每一个人，有优点，又有缺点。
为什么人往往要去改变一个人的缺点，
成为他们所认为该有的优点?
改变是不可能会发生的。
是贪心吧，还是笨。
如果能就这样接受。。那该多好。。

突然觉得这一切都很烦。
我在这以前到底是个怎样的人？
我已忘记了。。

到底我不知不觉的改变，是为好还是为不好？
我也不知道
只是突然觉得遗失了自我
想花一点时间找回自己，
却害怕找到的自己是连我自己也不喜欢的，
或则是孤独的

不过我所知道的
就是要重新找回
轻松的笑容

爱。。。

原来爱。。。 需要很勇敢。。
因为爱一个人不只是曾任他的优点，还有的是要接受他的缺点。
毕竟没有人是完美的。

this is your life ~ switchfoot

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes,
don't close your eyes
this is your life
and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
and you had everything to lose

dizzy spells

i was having a mundane BM class when all of a sudden i started feeling dizzy. a kind of disorientated feeling where i couldn't walk a straight line and every sudden movement rendered me seeing stars in front of me. hmm.. how could this happen?? i only had this once before. that was because i got caught under the rain and forgot to wash my hair. but this time the sky shone clear and i really don't know what to do. i only know that dizziness is one of the worst ailments i have ever encountered. somebody help me!!!

无题

我发现
眼睛睁大，往上看
眼泪就不会那么容易掉下来
所以我就睁大眼睛往上看。。。

end of holidays ...

i really don't want the holidays to end...
the beginning of the holidays was ok, filled with lots of activities...
the middle part was getting better.
we did so many things in these few weeks.. we went to sing karaoke for 10 hours straight non-stop, went to serdang without housekeys, ate an extremely expensive dinner costing RM21.10 at 10pm at night, we went to boon koon's hse, lin hui's hse, city park, saw black night(worst ever show i ever seen), saw tokyo drift, went for 2002 graduates gathering, went to birthday party in serdang, lepak in terminal 1...
but it's all ending now..
feel kinda sad, restless, lonesome...
it's going to be so hard to meet up again with everyone present. even this coming combined birthday party is so hard to organise.
ai... end of holidays...

starbucks

现在我在starbucks上着网。真得快到惊人耶！！从此以后我在家像乌龟上网时我一定会很怀念很怀念这里的速度。不过这里其实也并不是很方便的。。。
比如说，我要先买一些吃的才能坐在这里。。
然后我又不能上厕所。。。
不过呢，当电脑一次又一次的告诉我。。183 club mv 成功下载！　我就真得好兴奋哦！！
就告诉自己。。。 再忍一片克。
不过。。。感觉真得有一点孤独。。。