Emerge 1st day =]

A day full of various events.. with entry by wrist bands. it turned out quite nice, not as boring as last year..;p hope tonight, the finale, is even better.



First was the Transformers event. they really spent a lot of effort making it look real. one group's transformer really looked like a jeep! all looked very nice, especially on screen. very robotic. haha.. LU's transformer was bumblebee. cute, but a bit damaged. ;p

Next was some drum performance. followed by praise and worship

then they had a hip hop dance by o-school, singapore. not bad la. but i still think urban groove is better. the best!=]


after that we had talent time performance by the finalists. the drumer was only 14!! and he was so good. the guitarist was also quite good.

Next was a violin performance by rebecca tan, a child prodigy from Malaysia who graduated from trinity college and the london school of economics. pretty? yeah. what i liked most was her ever changing facial expressions according to the music. sometimes moody, sometimes smiling, sometimes thoughtful..

Then they interviewed Elim Chew, founder of 77th street, entrepeuneur of the year 2002, 2003. who was supposed to be rich and successful, on 20 boards, including NUS. what was remarkable was that she had always been the outstanding student - outside standing. and yet she could be so successful. so i guess God can use anyone if you are willing

A special guest, milk, from taiwan gave a performance too. two songs altogether. i didn't know who he was but got to know later that he was from energy previously. quite good looking, but a bit fat.;p

Last but not least, the parade of schools! i think the best was from MINT, but somehow they had some trouble doing three tier formations. one girl almost fell a few times. yet, they managed to shove her up in time and she will immediately smile radiantly. one group, forgot which one, did some helicopter-like thingy where three horizontal girls were thrown to the adjacent place at the same time. dunno how to say it. must see for yourself only you will understand. haha.. LU was, well, full of transformers. thanx to you know who. and we saw some very familiar steps. but i still think the original was the best! go pharmaknights!!

sermon by pastor Kong Hee:
bout being creative. Solutions, creativity, originality, esthetic outlook

3 words God doesn't like: difficult, impossible, cannot be done

What i think is most interesting is when he said that God does things with style. coz He did not just sign an agreement with Noah or give a handshake, he drew a rainbow..

i alwayz thought rainbows were very beautiful. =]

a nice song long buried in my memory..

i remember that i used to play this song. long time ago. haha.. then yesterday i unexpectedly heard it on light & easy. so ... i went to find out a bit more bout it.

The story of Memory began with the idea for Cats, back in 1977, the year that Andrew Lloyd Webber picked up a copy of T.S Eliot's book of poems -- poems that his mother had read to him as a child. Lloyd Webber's usual way of working was first to create a melody and then add lyrics. But, curious if he could work the process the other way around, he composed melodies for the words of these Eliot poems that he loved and turn them into song.

Two weeks before the opening, Lloyd Webber was concerned that the new show lacked a big hit song. So for this one song, Lloyd Webber went back to his normal habit and wrote the melody first, before a lyric was created, and the song Memory, sung by Grizabella the Glamour Cat, came to life -- just barely in time for opening night. Cats most definitely had its hit song!

i've never seen it, but i heard that it is good. anyway, here is the song..

Midnight, not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory, she is smiling alone
In the lamplight the withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan
/ C - Am - / F - Em - / Dm7 - Am7 - / G7 - C /

Memory, all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days,
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Every street lamp seems to beat
A fatalistic warning
Someone mutters and a street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning
/ Em EmDm Em EmDm / Em CD G - / Em A7 Dmaj7 G / Em A7 D /

Daylight, I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life and I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes, tonight will be a memory, too
And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
A street lamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me, it's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory of my days in the sun
If you touch me, you'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun


Memory - happy listening~ =]

remember me as me...=)

this morning at 2am, a family friend passed away.. it was so sudden.

he had one leg shorter than another, then one time during a healing prayer meeting, he got healed and his shorter leg grew to the same length as the other. but due to a lack of use for umpteen years, it was kinda weak, so he still walked with a limp. but at least he did not have to custom make his shoes to have one with higher soles. but i digress.

he died due to a heart attack. heart attack...or otherwise known as myocardial infarction... it happens when there is a thrombus blocking the coronary artery or when an unstable plaque ruptures, leading to myocardial ischaemia where the heart lacks oxygenated blood. if not reversed, irreversible myocardial cell damage and cell death occurs, leading on to myocardial infarction, with reduced function of the heart. when the heart cannot function, the whole body just shuts down.

yea yea i know all this facts, but people are not supposed to die. that's not the end of the story. they are supposed to get rushed to the hospital and recover after that. then we the pharmacists will counsel them on changing their diet and on how to take their medication. but well.. this is reality.

everybody dies in the end. but what do we leave behind? i remember that i always went to this uncle's house when my old house was fogged. he was a very nice guy. then his three daughters would entertain me and show me their coin collection. i was... in kindergarden? older maybe?

a friend of mine wrote that when people die, others will remember them for what they did, not what they were. it's like, they won't remember someone who was the top of the class, or someone who was the prom king or prom queen. but they will remember the someone who lent them a helping hand when they were in need, the someone who sat beside them when they cried, the someone who left an impact in their lives..

it just makes me wonder, what will i be remembered as? =]

something a friend emailed to me that i find quite meaningful..

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
>When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

>When someone is in your life for a REASON,
>it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
>They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
>to provide you with guidance and support,
>to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
>They may seem like a godsend and they are.
>They are there for the reason you need them to be.
>Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
>this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
>Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
>Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
>What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled,
>their work is done.
>The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.>>>>

>Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
>because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
>They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
>They may teach you something you have never done.
>They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
>Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.*>*>>>>

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
>things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
>Your job is to accept the lesson,
>love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other
>relationships and areas of your life.
>It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.>>*>>

Thank you for being a part of my life,
>whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.*

what a surprise..=]

i thought my writing that day was quite lame, with a lame plot and an even lamer style of writing, but hey, i got second in the emerge essay writing competition. but one day, i'll show you all what i think is a quality essay.

today, khen called me and told me the good news, but of course, not before he had fun tricking me bout it. anyway, this is the first time i heard him so 'sakai' when he was talking. normally he is so serius. anyway, i was quite afraid that he was going to scold me for letting imu down. even though second is not that great, i'm glad i didn't let imu down. Go L.U.!

so here is the piece i wrote for the competition. personally, i don't think this is something i'm really satisfied in. that's coz it doesn't give me the feeling i want. when i write a piece that i'm proud of, i get really into it when i'm writing, and when i finish, i can feel in my heart that i did my best, a real sense of satisfaction. i can't say that for this essay, but well, here it is. there's some ammendments which i have already forgotten since i wrote it some time ago. but the gist of it should be something like this...


“No dad! Stop! Please!!” He used his bare arms to try and shield him and his little sister from their father’s lashing belt. His father, in his drunken rage, continued to lash out at them mercilessly. At the fall of each stinging whip, he could feel pain rack through his entire body. Still, he held his sister tight, trying in vain to protect her as much as he could. They had lost their mother to a painful accident two years ago, leaving behind an insanely drunk father. His sister was all he had left. The pain was not too hard to bear. Soon, it will be over. Soon, their father would lumber up the stairs to sleep off the booze. Soon, only the wailing of a child could be heard in the silent night.

“We have to get out of here.” He told his sister, Fanny. “If we stay on any longer he will kill us one day!” Fanny just stared up at him with large, tear-filled eyes. “What should we do?”Fanny whispered, fear reflecting in her eyes. “I want mommy back”, Fanny started to cry. He could only hold Fanny close as Fanny’s body shook with wracking sobs. He was sad too, devastated at the lost of his mother, in fact, but he had to stay strong. The night his mother died was the night he had to grow up in a hurry, as that very night their father turned to alcohol to drown his sorrows. Apparently everyone had their own way of dealing with pain.

“Tonight,” he promised Fanny. He had been secretly selling berries, which he picked from the forest near their village, to his classmates for a year now. The meagre fare he saved up was finally enough to warrant him and his sister a seat in a boat to the next town where he heard that children could earn a living mending fishing nets. The chances that he would find a good samaritan willing to take them in was very slim indeed, but it was better than trying to pretend that the pain from the numerous beatings was gone, or to see his sister covered in bruises, cowering in fear, or wailing in pain. They had to get out. It was their only chance. It could be their last chance.

They waited until darkness enveloped the sky before creeping out of the house. From afar, he could see the lonesome figure of his father drinking alone on the porch. For a moment, it nearly shook his resolve to run. But then, remembering the screams of his sister at the lashings so cruely served to them, he steeled his heart, tightened his hold on Fanny’s arm and ran like never before. Finally, he felt free. Finally, he felt safe. An unknown world was out there waiting for them, with new roads to be taken, new paths to be found. But he would not be alone. Together they will find their safe haven.

It was only a short distance to the dock. Frantically, he scanned the boats for the sailor he spoke to earlier. Finally, he saw him drinking with some other sailors aboard one of the boats. His heart froze at the sight of booze, but he told himself that it would be ok. That it was just a short boat trip. He tugged his sister behind him and hailed the sailor in as manly a voice as he could. “That’s the boy joining our boat tonight,” he heard the sailor say to his friends while guffawing loudly. Drawing on all his courage, he said to the man, “here is the money. Can you help my sister up first?” The man bent over and gave Fanny a shove up. Looking back once more at all that he knew, the boy hoped that a brighter future awaited them at the other side of the lake. Finally, he turned and pulled himself up the boat.

“What do you think you are doing?” the sailor growled in a low voice. Puzzled, he said, “I paid you didn’t I?” The sailor laughed an evil laugh, and then said, “You paid me alright, for one seat. That’s for this adorable young lady we have here.” Turning to leer at Fanny, the sailor nudged his friend, “How much do you think this girl can bring us?” Their manic laughter rang in the air as they continued to gulp down more beer.

Fear gripped his heart. Everything was happening in a whirl. He could not believe that this was happening. They had tried so hard to run away from danger, but fate decreed otherwise. He had been duped! He had to get Fanny out of there now! “Fanny! Come quick!”He shouted. Fanny, terrified beyond her wits, started to run towards him, but was held back by one of the sailors. “She’s ours now.” The sailor said with a grin, then pushed him over the side of the boat.

Time seemed to stand still. He could see Fanny’s head looking down at him, but it seemed so unreal, so dream-like, like it was from another world. He felt separated from her by an invisible barrier. Her mouth was open and she seemed to be crying, but he could hear nothing. He could only watch as her face grew smaller and smaller, further and further. Then everything went black. Darkness enveloped him. He could feel no more pain, no more fear. But it was not supposed to end this way…

(915 words)

a trip down memory lane~

i still remember the time when i was still in intec. there was this time we were so desperate for internet that we actually went to the cc to go online. paying per hour le!! don't know what happened to the school comp lab that time. just now i revisited the blog i used to keep in xanga. it's been so long, yet it's still there. quite surprising. looking back, i can just say that i have grown. i guess that's what you do when you face the reality out there. i guess that's just life for you..

actually, thinking back bout intec, i really miss just going to the basketball court at night and shooting, or at least, trying to shoot. hehe.. it's just so therapeutic, after all the stress and workload and more stress. we used to think that it was such a safe place.only after coming to imu have we heard all sorts of stories bout the danger of our hostel. i guess ignorance really is bliss.~

-the night view from the basketball court-

Diarrhoea!! :(

what did i eat?? whenever i enter the ladies it sounds as if there is construction going on. and my stomach is just plain killing me. what could it be? drinking spoilt milk? or milk-digestion defect? or maybe my enzymes went to sleep... takkan it's my sardines?? but it never left my eye, except for when i ran out to buy gas. then maybe some little lost fly lost its way. i guess i will never know.. haiz.. go away quick!!

雨过依然天晴。。=]

站在光明中看到的只是黑暗，站在黑暗中却拥有光明。

the beauty of flowers are hidden until you take time to appreciate it...

last pp1 lab for sem 4

making suppositories - y'know, the things you shove up your ass hole - and moisturising cream.hehe..

the last lab for this sem, not counting exams though.. it was quite fun under mr. david and mr. khalid. especially today when we all - my bench - went miangkai - miang and sakai haha - taking pictures until poor mr. khalid couldn't leave..

heard about pp3. sounds so scary. now we will be asked to make 3 preparations in 3 hours and we all not even sure whether that's possible or not. later, we will have to make 6 in 3 hours, plus counselling. how shitty is that??

cream making~

my three creams~

the "smooth" surface i was slaving through at the end of the lab. i seemed to be making it worst though^^

this bottle was harder to fill..

有时觉得做人真的很累。。。

dumpling day

The process begins... or rather, ended already.;p

The last of my first attempt =]

blogger mania??

i never did bothered much bout my blog. Then I thought… life passes by so fast. There’s so many things happening, so many thoughts running through my mind. I want to keep them all in a place where I can remember, in a place where they won’t be lost…

《其实幸福很简单》-张栋梁

晚风吹地上有多美
蓝的视线忽然变得好轻微
你说这是三月的词汇
槐花香正随着夜色飞

很在乎月光多醒目
忘记有谁会在灯火澜珊处
千百回用尽力气去追
原来你早已用爱将我包围
以为最终幸福世上结局本最遥远
却在不经意之间它早已如此绚烂

其实幸福很简单
就像你在我身边
静静看着你的脸
也许了个心愿
温暖留在我心间
其实幸福很简单
平安快乐到永远
轻轻靠着你的肩
感受这温暖
不需要任何诺言
这就是快乐也是最平凡
每一刻都由你值得去挥霍
我不要你承诺你的所有
只要我们都记得
同一个幸福片段
其实幸福就是这么的简单
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

张栋梁新的专集王子，只听了几首歌，蛮期待的。=]

i finally know what being tagged means. haha..

[TAGG!!!!]

I got tagged by Ray, my dear mentee. haha..

Tag:
5 Things found in my bag:
1. wallet 2. handphone 3. umbrella 4. water 5. tissue

5 Things found in my purse/wallet
1. i.c. 2. driving license 3. money 4. special photo ;p 5. all the other cards, except credit card. don't have that.haha..

5 Favourite things in your room
1. my bed 2. my winter bear + doggy + piggy + dolphin + tweety (you see what a soft-toy freak i am^^) 3. my clock, very unique i think 4. the painting of the beach on my wall, handpicked by myself during dunno which birthday of mine 5. my comforter

5 Types of humans
1. people who are genuinely nice 2. people who try to be nice 3. people who seem nice but are sooo fake 4. people who don't even bother to be nice 5. errr.. people like me? out of ideas already.;p

5 Things you've always wanted to do.
1. learn dancing 2. learn japanese 3. learn korean 4. exercise more 5. eat less. =p

5 Things you're currently into
1. tv series 2. a little bit of exercise 3. experimentation with cooking 4. loadz of studies 5. more studies

5 People you tag
1. boon koon 2. kee san 3. shu yin 4. christine 5. kee yuan

emerge essay writing? my writing sucks man~ how to enter?!

in preparation for the emerge essay writing competition, i tried to write a short story that day. nothing great, lame plot, even lamer writing skills. then when i was home that day, i came upon an essay i wrote for the junior something something competition in form 4. it was in the school mag. OMG! i don't even dare to compare. people improve with time, except for me i guess. what happened to me?! i guess reading a christopher pike book per day really does help a lot. haiz... sadly, now i have no time and no books. just want to say thanks to a friend of mine who lent me his whole collection of christopher pike books so many years ago. gosh, that just reminds me of how old i am now..!

对不起，谢谢你。=]

原来爱情不是用头脑去分析
而是用心去感觉
你的关怀，你的温柔
我感觉得到的 =]

答案很重要吗？

很多事情并没有明确的答案...
所以把每一天过得充实些，
过到开心些，
积极些，
保存着美好的回忆，
期望着更好的将来，
这样就够了吧...

p/s: 这是在阴差阳错间看了个朋友blog上的comment，而得到的感触。原本想再看多一次，才发现原来那篇entry已经不存在了。无论如何，真谢谢你，因为你这句话开解了我不少。=]

蛮准的。难道我就逃不过我的命运吗？

12月24日 情感复杂

12月24日出生的人，很难有轻松的人生。他们对于快乐、悲伤、回馈、失望的感觉，通常要比其他人来得深刻。这也许会让别人觉得，是他们让自己处在这种没有必要的压力和动荡不安之中。在感情上（特别是这天出生的人女性），他们付出很多，要求也很高，使得原本就已经非常复杂的生活形态，更增添了不安的因子。

虽然12月24日出生的人，生活少有顺遂的时候，他们还是能活得抬头挺胸，成就一些大事。他们非常善于人生的条理，把事情处理得井然有序。然而，在工作中，却经常发生情绪纠缠不清的情况，这也因此造成他们与上司或同事之间的一些问题。不过，大致上他们与人相处的状况还算可以，甚至能赢得旁人的尊敬。尽管如此，他们仍避免不了与别人暗中产生的敌意，有时也难免会遇上顽强的敌人。别人比较不喜欢他们的地方是，他们对于一些状况或是产品有所不满时，批评通常都很直接，有时缺乏外交手腕以及技巧。对这天出生的人而言，改进自己的重要关键在于，他们是否能年清楚自己生活的模式，能够仔细研究，不要重复徒劳无益的事情。这样才能让生命更美好，并避免陷入他们最痛恨的混乱状态之中。

12月24日出生的人常有灵感和直觉，他们可以预见，甚至对于别人还没感觉到的事情事先有了反应，这有时也会替他们制造一些问题。因此，这天出生的人必须培养耐心，不要对别人很快地失去耐心。他们很能吸引别人，特别是异性，但是，通常都所遇非人，所以无法在长远的关系上有建设性的发展。也因此到后来，12月24日出生的人，想从这种错误关系中抽身而出时都有很大的麻烦。

12月24日出生的人经常在某些技术，或特殊领域中表现优秀。如果他们在努力工作的同时，也能够圆熟地处理自己的焦虑和低潮，不让情绪影响工作，维持自信和灵感，通常会在工作领域中出人头地。相反地，如果不能维持客观，就可能浮沉多年，一事无成。由于不是很懂得防卫自己，他们应该在履行责任的时候，也注意自己是否拥有独立的自主权。

12月24日出生的人必须学习处理负面的情绪，以及那些会令他们颓丧的环境因素。如果不能培养出对生命比较乐观的态度，光是预期会有不快乐的事发生，就会使自己不快乐。另一方面他们能够保持实际但开放的态度，接受生命中的各种可能性，不管施予或舍弃都能放轻松，就可以让生命减少些困难，并且变得更加愉快。

幸运数字和守护星 12月24日出生的人受数字6（2＋4＝6）与金星的影响。受数字6影响的人吸引力，时时环绕在爱和仰慕当中。又因为金星与社交互动有强烈的关联，12月24日出生的人经常会投入于快感的追求，若不是有土星（魔羯座的主宰行星）的牵制，他们可能会任性地随波逐流。金星与土星的交互影响让他们拥有比较难处理的人际关系。对受数字6影响的人而言，爱情是他们生命中的主要课题。

健康 12月24日出生的人要非常小心，以免吸引大量会产生不良影响的能量。在这点上，他们有自我毁灭的倾向。在心理方面，不稳定的情感会造成焦虑、绝望和精神亢奋的状态。因此，建立自信心、抗拒负面能量以及对抗缺乏建设性的批评，对他们是非常重要的。经常性的心理咨询对他们相当有帮助。12月24日出生的人，千万注意，不要养成靠药物控制情绪的习惯。比较激烈的运动、良好的饮食习惯，对于稳定他们的情绪相当有用。跳舞对他们也很不错，特别是社交舞。这天出生的人在饮食上应该尽量宽松些，大可以多方尝试各种类型的食物。 建议 从受伤害的经验中学习，不要重量蹈覆辙。你不是一颗任人踢踏的足球，要相信自己，让自己的才华和能力得到别人的认可。对于容易上瘾的药物必须特别小心。

名人 利德贝利(Leadbelly)美国蓝调歌手，他曾经是个谋杀犯，因为替德州州长作曲并演唱蓝调歌曲而获得特赦。
张毅，原为台湾导演，以《玉卿嫂》及《我这样过了一生》知名，退出影坛后投入玻璃工艺创作，现为“琉璃工房”负责人之一。
美国纽约编舞家罗柏特乔福瑞(Robert Joffrey)，曾荣获美国舞蹈大师年度奖，并创办了一个芭蕾舞团及一所舞蹈学校。
美国实业家霍华休斯(Howard R.Hughes)，孤僻的亿尤富豪，也是飞行家、电影制片家。
艾娃嘉娜(Ava Gardner)美国著名的电影女星。
美国著名导演麦可寇蒂斯(Michael Curtiz)，导演过150多部电影，有“导演之霸”的称号，是个多产而卖座纪录佳的导演，作品包括《风流北方佬》、《北非谍影》。

塔罗牌 大秘仪塔罗牌的第6张是“恋人”，这象征透过两性结合的“爱”，能使全人类团结在一起。就正面意义解释，牌面正立时，代表道德、美学以及肉体上更高层次的感情与渴望；牌面倒立则代表欲求不满、多愁善感和迟疑不决。

静思语 到底是狗在摇尾巴，还是尾巴在摇狗呢？

优点 积极、坦诚、重感情。

缺点 含糊、容易泄气、不切实际。

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回忆

"曾经有人说，这个世界上最不幸的人，是没有可回忆之事的人。只要有一件美丽的往事，我，可以借这个回忆，这一生，仅凭这个回忆，我，会幸福一生的。"

-宋恩彩 《对不起，我爱你》-

memories to last a lifetime~

labour of love

a first time for everything

sweetness beyond comparison

心情复杂

最近经历了很多东西
心情复杂
各方面问题涌着来
偶尔觉得好累
某些观念也改变了
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偶尔觉得我太单纯
把世界想到太美，太简单
每个人还是有自己的心事
每个人还是会把受委托的鸡蛋不小心打爆
在身边树立的保护墙
好像泡泡已破了
只觉得很脆弱
从外而来的伤害分分钟都可能出现
我不要等到我的全世界毁了下来
所以现在又要再重新把它建起来
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发现亲情固然重要，但更累人
各种的辖制与疑惑，令我快喘不过气来
谈了再谈，好难地才终于得以解决
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发现我虽然这个sem才刚开始不久
好像有永远读不完的书，永远做不完的功课
这才得了。。。该怎么办呢。。。
发现只要停此运动就那么一天
之前的努力，就真的白费了
每天运动，读书的时间就当然少了
这样的我能顶多久呢？
最难克服的应该是我自己没心情读书吧
这样的我握有完全世界的时间也是死鱼一条
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发现了煮料理的乐趣
掌握了西餐
现在要开辟中餐
当然还需加倍努力
A za a za!;p
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也发现了男人们的山洞是多么的真实
这在我处理感情上的问题帮了不少忙耶
解决了许多烦恼和迷惑
心情平复多了，也较少胡思乱想
当然还有他那天所说的一句话
给了我很大的安慰 =]
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较乐观了
较自信了
较成熟了
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发现友谊是多么的珍贵
多么的重要
多么的脆弱
多么的伟大
从中得了更坚固的友谊
友谊万岁！=]

爱情又是什么？

当你喜欢的人不喜欢你
很痛苦吧。。。尤其是当他找到了他喜欢的人。
更痛苦的是你亲眼看到他们或大家都认识的。
更更痛苦的是大家都是好朋友。
我form4时有经历过，还好只是到第二个阶段。
虽然那时会伤心，不过还是过去了。看到他开心我那时也够了。
现在，也不在乎了。

当你喜欢的人不懂得你的存在
唉，这我常常经历耶。
就是贺军翔咯！！连看也没看过我。。。唉。。

当你喜欢的人不知道你喜欢他
这应该是很争扎的阶段吧
讲了，或许能顺利在一起
或许连朋友也没的做了
还是只是远处看到他开心就够了？

当你不喜欢的人喜欢你
好辛苦哦。又不能给他期望，有得维系之间的友情，有时也会有点压力或烦。

当你把喜欢你的人刻意推开
这，我form3时好像做过。那时也不知道为什么，只懂得把他推开，逃避他，到最后他有女朋友了。其实也应该是欣赏他罢了啦，只是后来有时会想到：如果当时没那么做，会怎样？开始时会觉得有点遗憾，但现在只觉得，这些是命运已安排的。我们人生此时此刻所作的每个决定，就会决定我们下端辈子所走的路。那时所作的决定，就把我带到现在的我，而且我一点也不后悔。人生就是这样吧，一直往前走，反正以前的遗憾对你的未来未必是件坏事。

当你喜欢的人与你有血连关系
这嘛。。汉剧最喜欢演了。通常到最后他们就会发现其中一个不是亲生的，所以就能有圆满的结束。但现实中，如果这发生了，好悲掺哦。。。

当你喜欢的人是你朋友的男朋友或你朋友喜欢的人
我会选择放下与退出。因为朋友比较重要。常听说，朋友是永远的，男朋友是暂时的。不过，或许两个都是暂时的吧。因为世上没什么是永远的。

当你喜欢的人喜欢你
这就最甜蜜的啦。是每个人所渴望的。是幸福的开端。

当两人都不知道各自喜欢对方时
还蛮甜蜜的。因为喜欢，就会对对方特别好。在这种暧昧的关系下，可能比谈恋爱更甜。又或许两个人就会因此而错失对方。这就可惜极了。

当你喜欢的人喜欢你但你们又不能在一起
最悲惨的。。。真的好惨好惨。。

当你喜欢的人突然不喜欢你了
也是很惨。。回忆可以是个安慰，也可以是个折磨。

说到头来，爱情，有那么多种。
未必双方都喜欢彼此才最开心。
也未必你喜欢的人不喜欢你才最伤心。
一切顺其自然，积极面对人生。
有缘千里来相会，无缘对面不相逢。

友情是什么？

朋友，真的可以一生一世吗？
还是当你已失去利用价值时就会被取代？
单纯，讲义气的友情，是否存在？

重视一个朋友，也会不会一样被重视？
或许世上有些人，永远是别人很重视的朋友
世上却有些人， 永远只是重视朋友的人
转个圈，时间过去，经过酸甜苦辣建立的珍贵友情，也会过去。

朋友为朋友的付出与守护，朋友却知道吗？
朋友的快乐建立在朋友的痛苦上，还叫朋友吗？

或许世上没有永远的朋友
也没有真正真心的朋友
不过我还是选择相信永远
单纯的相信
或许这样会好一些
因为我只懂得真心付出。

western delight

after the carnival opening ceremony (plus all the free food) yesterday, i rushed home to start preparing for my western dinner. kind of early though, but i thought it would take more time. so, i started preparing for dinner at 2pm. hmm.. next time if i have to cook for my family, it will take me 8 hours of cooking a day to cook both lunch and dinner. that's like cooking for a job right? just that it doesn't bring back the bacon. bye bye pharmacy.. nice knowing you!haha..

thus the preparation began...

preparing the materials

all set to go

The products: spaghetti, mashed potato and sauce, coleslaw

not forgetting: honey-flavoured konyaku and soya jelly (both not sweet enough though)

and of course, the three iron chefs.^^

PD trip

30/06/07 - 我们这次到PD的trip，竟然齐人。好难得，好开心哦。。
节目呢，有。。。

美味的picnic










炎日的沙滩






香香的durian

漂亮的风筝




幼稚但刺激的捉迷藏

美丽的贝壳

口渴的小狗

最棒的伙伴

最辣的靓女们




也别忘了令人垂涎三尺的美味seafood

但愿我们友谊长存，欢乐常在。
因为我们这是个好朋友，实在关系不寻常。
我是说友情 =]

cherished for the moment ~

what a horrible day

my digi line was cut. it was bound to happen sooner or later, but i didn't really expect it to happen. now, i don't know whether to resurrect it or not. the nostalgia is there, but the meaning is gone. what should i do???
then last night, something nice and unexpected happened, but....
it had to end so horribly.
ok, part of it was my fault too. but i can't help being half asleep after midnight can i? besides, i already apologized this morning, but i seem to be talking to a wall. so... haiz.. why does life suck so much??

metamorphosis

life is a struggle,
but we emerge stronger and more beautiful...