有谁能救救我吗？？

事情是这样的。。。
这个人，很喜欢找人来烦
之前听我朋友讲她每次会打给他们，讲无聊的东西又讲很久 很久
有时只是miss call我朋友然后expect他打回给她然后讲一些无聊的话
过后听说他们叫她别再打了
她就没再打了

mana tau
轮到我了。。。

基本上我不介意讲废话讲久久
我常常都这样啊
以前啦
不过是跟我很熟的人
可是我其实并不认识她ye
只知道她名字而已

开始时
我尝试陪她谈
尝试体谅她
或许她很寂寞
也没可能那么多钱
每次是打手机ye
她不是芙蓉人

不过。。。walau ye。。。
她真得有少许变态
她打来。。。不是讲几分钟le
是讲几个钟
而且过后我也不懂她讲了什么重点
她只是无聊
不过有时我真得不得空啊
或者我很累
根本没力气应酬她

陪她谈还没那么惨
我最最最最最不喜欢是她讲话的方式
整天用反语
她讲话好tricky的阿
用她的语言弄我内疚
基本上我根本不需要内疚
我来给你们一些例子

我们今天的谈话就是这样了：

她：hello?
我:找我什么事？（基本上我看到她名字出现我就烦了）　
她：你每次接电话都这样问的啊？我真的很吓到le
我：有时啦。。做么？　
她: 你这样文好想问我什么事这样
我:o...是啊？
她：是咯。。。
我：hmm....
她：这样久没见有没有想念我啊？
我：hehe.. (我不能说有，因为太假了）
她：你没有答就是没有想念我啦！！
我：（不知所措）har?没有啦。。。
她：没有啦我讲笑的。
（她骗人。。因为她就是这样每次讲一些认真的话然后讲‘没有啦’， 好像‘没有啦’能补救一切。其实是她特地要问的）
我：（不懂要讲什么） oh...
她：你有没有发现。。 自从我有了你的电话每次都是我msg你。你也没有主动msg 过我
我：哦.是吗？我很少msg人的。（这是事实）
她：我只是讲下罢了！！不要生气！！
我：我没生气啊。。。
她：问你一个很sensitive的问题。。。你有男朋友没有？
（我在想，知道sensitive不是不要问咯。。。）
我：做么le?
她：哈哈，也就是说有咯。。
我：做么le?
她：只是有才会这么回答阿
我：是meh?
她：做么？你不赞成啊？
我：是咯。
她：（好像吓倒）做么呢？
我：因为可以有很多理由
她：好像什么le?
我:(好想说：好像。。因为我根本不需要回答你，所以讲‘做么le' 。。不过还是回答说。。。) 因为我不喜欢讲私人的事情
她：oh,sorry sorry!! 有看the omen 吗？
我：没有wo
她：har? da vinci code le?
我：没有
她：har????? 哪里可以？？这样出名？？
（我真是给她‘渣‘到）
我：出名不一定要看的吗

。。。。。
还有好多好多。。。也不想打了
想到就累
你们看了更累
总之一直不断地用那种方法来希望我会以某种方式回答她

比如：
你想念我吗？
讲是，我就在讲骗话
讲不是，就好像很废
这种叫做loaded question, 怎样答也不对。如果我是讲骗话的人我就直接讲。。。 很想念她。。。

然后她就会说：没有啦没有啦。。。 我讲笑罢了！我问下罢了！你不要生气！
其实我根本没生气。。。不过听了更烦

我觉得这样的人很恐怖
问问题的方法真得很恐怖
想想。。曾经何时我也曾这样
问我在乎的人
你有想念我吗
心里很希望他答，有
如果他答没有他就糟啦！；p
现在想起来。。。
我会不会也给他这样的感觉呢？
我答应自己
以后不可以像这个人
因为我已经亲身体验到这种人的恐怖

我不知道她到底要我怎样
我就是这样
我要做的东西我就会去做
不需要任何理由
不需要跟潮流
也不需要人家问出这样多理由
anyway 都不管她事
不跟她一点都不熟le!!!

到最后。。。她问我。。。
有没有烦到你啊？？

我还是回答了。。。
没有啦。。。

我发现。。。

我比以前懂事了
比以前更会珍惜
懂得感谢
较少抱怨
懂得体谅
没那么执著
我长大了。。。

我不再相信。。。童话故事般的人生
不再相信。。。人与人之间的单纯
无条件的付出与接纳

我的人生就算有梦想　
但那也只是幻想
或许在这个世界里
对我而言，是这样

童话故事，也就只是那个，
童话故事。。。
亲情，友情，爱情。。。
梦想，幻想，妄想。。。

我长大了。。。
因为现实的生活就是这样。

心中未曾说过的话。。。

我最喜欢的照片

　我们旷课还真开心哦~。~

这些年来，身边有着你们这些好朋友，其实蛮感动的，只是未曾说出口。
记得当我拿到jpa时，要走了，你们为了陪我‘最后的时刻’竟然ponteng pn. ooi 的课。其实也不是特地要ponteng的我知道，只是拍照到太迟不敢去上课而已。哈哈。。 不过我真得觉得对不起老师，要走了还教坏你们。
还有，你们每次都很支持我，知道我喜欢xxx就整天帮我制造机会，在图书馆'study group'时。。even wei han 那时图书馆duty后竟然允许xxx在图书馆里面等。好惊讶哦。；p
我记得跑marathon后，我，琳慧和崇立去parkson要买生日礼物，我又不够钱，要跟崇立借着先，过后又害到你们要掏腰包share那礼物。哎，真不好意思。跑marathon时francis也算够义气，逼他跟我一气跑，真得很谢谢你，虽然过后还是被丢在后面。；p
给我很大安慰的是当francis听说xxx喜欢李xx时说：‘有没有搞错！你都好过她啦‘！时。虽然我知道你只是要安慰我而以，不过真得很谢谢你。：）
好怀念我们补习时的傻笑声，不过我看gopal最舍不得我得啦。。哈哈。。
还有。。 每次有什么function老师没来上课我们就坐在教室里讲笑话和废话。。
也记得有一次数学节时刚好隔壁班下课。我一直望去外面，文君得叫我把我迷惘的眼神转向mr.woo。。。不知老师有没有被电倒。
很谢谢崇立每次给的‘爱情劝告及鼓励‘。。。琪珊的关心与支持。。 还有文君琳慧至死不变的友谊。。　我们是三朵金花耶。。 开玩笑。。 哈哈。。
还有子健，琪媛，悦眉， 伟汉，雪仪。。 　有没有漏了谁啊？　太多了。。
跟你们在一起的日子。。 真的好怀念啊。。 不知何时何日我们会再次齐人。。。
真难得耶，能够找到听得懂‘tohsui’这两个字的人。哈哈。。
有你们这些朋友在我的身旁，我真得觉得很幸福。。。
谢谢你们。。 友谊万岁！：）

Malaysia boleh

recently I sneaked a look at the 1st Malaysian film that I really think is not bad. ya ya I know, study BREAK ma.. Hehe.. Anyway , thought it was quite engaging, hilarious, and relaxing. not to mention plenty of eye-candy. i like the way that putri, the main character, learned how to play futsal coz of her ex but in the end learned other values of life instead and got herself another different life. the ending was very funny too, especially the part where tol collection was increasing, coz putri alwayz had to balik penang with her new guy. hahaha..
but, aiyah, even though 'eddy' is a jerk she should have chosen him la.. i mean, ASHRAF
SINCLAIR wei!!;p

i miss you ~ barry manilow

When I wake up everyday
I miss you
and it never goes away ...
I miss you
little things reminding me about you
in my silent room
sometimes I'll close my eyes
and I whisper sweet nothings you'll never hear
you are all that matters in my world
everyday I love you more
and miss you
and I wish you knew that through the darkest night
you are still the light
that helps me find my way
and I pray one day soon we will meet again
and all this emptiness will end
and I will kiss you
'till that day
though we're apart
I'll hold you close here in my heart
but God I miss you

a taste of taste walking... and more..^.^

the cell members who love to eat.;p

me at the park.. hey it looks nice and clean, but let me tell u.. there are lots of tadpoles swimming around.. and ants too!!!

pulling the globe..haha

pretending that it is a winding river behind me..^.^

ck n bk 21st b'day

don't the posters look yummy??

this is.. ahemm.. The Desert.ice cold ice cream+scalding hot chocolate

my 'snack' ~fish and chips

reflection

my fish 'n' chips

my 1st sem has passed so quickly... when i think back on the past 3 months, i guess i did quite a lot of stuff too.haha...

1) i jogged.ha.. 2 times to be exact. the first time i went alone and went around 2 rounds without stopping, but at a snail's rate. the second time i followed a friend, and almost died trying to keep up. after that i tried the 'crazy type of thing some ppl call exercise' -as my dean of pharmacy prof peter pook says. but it was fun! so i guess i'm crazy too.^.^

2) i ate. and ate. and ate.

3) i almost got blown up. coz the van driver took petrol without switching off the engine, while talking on the phone. he broke almost all the rules, just minus the smoking.
a friend of mine was using his bag to cover his face, so that even if he should blow up, his face will remain intact. ha..

4) got stressed up playing games. every friday!!

5) went crazy and had maniacal laughing fits. but then there was this one time i really had a cause to laugh.. this guy sitting opposite me in a meeting was eating paper!! okay, so he didn't really swallow the whole thing, but... it was just so funny!! i control very long oredy de, but then i started laughing, and offended the person talking to us i think, coz she thought i was laughing at her.hahaha.. anyway, whoever is interested can see me and i'll give a demo with full sound effects.;p

6) accidentally insulted the 25-year-old canteen man by calling him 'uncle'.. but made a new friend in him instead.ha..

7) found myself a whole new extended family complete with a son and grandmother. quite a fillial son too.;p

ai ... i can't think of anything else to write. so i guess that's all for now! i'll see if i can upload some pics here..

The day I felt so brave...

For a person whose entire experience in cooking only consisted of cooking instant noodles, I was feeling very ambitious and surprisingly confident one day when I decided to cook an entire meal all by myself.ha..
I had planned a simple menu, consisting of rice, steamed fish, herbal pork ribs soup, a potato-and-carrot dish, and fried celery. Actually I had totally no idea of how to produce a dish of fragrant, crunchy celery, but well, I thought I would survive. Anyway..
on that fateful day...
I defrosted my meat, filled the crock pot with all the ingredients and filled it with HOT water (haha, I remembered this time) and switched it on. As I walked away I could even smell the faint aroma of the herbs cooking. Okay, one down. I took out my celery and almost suffered from a panic attack. The celery was non-existent. What remained was a plastic bag full of brown, murky liquid with some sticks of soggy vegetable, or what remained of it. This called for an immediate change in my menu. The only other vegetable I had available was cabbage. So...
being the highly flexible person I am, I decided to change my dish to boiled cabbage, which is healthy, not oily and most importantly, EASY TO COOK. However, I mixed it with the wrong sauce.
a note to everyone interested, cabbage does not go with oyster sauce.
finally, everything was settled. the fish was by far the best. the potato dish was passable, despite being quite weird as a dish. the cabbage.. ugh, don't even talk about it. but still it was edible. in fact, i finished most of it.
that was when i heard a shriek from my lovely roommate saying: you forgot to switch on the crock pot!!!
totally puzzled i was, not to mention a little freaked out. but lo and behold, it was as cold as ice. let me first tell you a little about the geography of my place. my pot was plugged into an extension plug, which was plugged to the main socket on the wall. me being the genius i am actually did switch on the switch... on the extension plug. well, i guess you know what happened. ai...
well. that was the first time i cooked, not the last, but hopefully getting better with practice. i just have to find people to help me eat it. and i guess that's what housemates are for. wahahahaaha (evil laughter) ;p