Friday, May 25, 2007

Movie Review – The Break Up

I watched ‘the break up’ by Jennifer Aniston and found it very realistic. However, it was quite sad to see two people who obviously cared about each other do all kinds of hurtful things to each other just because of… pride? Misunderstanding? I liked the ending though. From the show I learnt 2 things.
1) Actually, they did not really have to break up if they were able to give and take in their relationship. Sometimes, each of them want things their way and are so absorbed in their own needs that they fail to see how much their partner is already doing for them. And of course no one is perfect, so we should not just focus on their flaws, but rather, their strong points too.
2) after breaking up, they were able to live on, move on, and live well, achieving their dreams. This might not be that bad either, as they can learn to be independent and are happy at the same time. If fate should meet them up together once again, this time, I believe they would be more mature, independent and tolerant of each other. Hopefully.;p

Semester 3 holidays

This holiday, the only thing I’ve been doing the most is watch Taiwan tv series. I’ve watched devil beside you, love contract, tokyo Juliet, and it started with a kiss. Devil beside you was nice plus lots of eye candy.haha.. love contract was a bit boring, but got eye candy.;p However, I really hate sad endings. sigh.. tokyo Juliet was not bad with lots of nice songs. It started with a kiss was quite funny too, with nice songs also.

We also went to genting to celebrate boon koon and chee kian’s birthday. It was quite a spontaneous idea. Suddenly, there we were. It was so hot there. Surprise surprise! Quite fun too. I drove kee san and kee yuan to serdang, then we picked up wai yean and met the others at serdang ktm station. So along with chee kian, francis, lin hui, shong lap and boon koon, we set out for kl central. After a quick lunch there, we set off for genting, reaching there around 2pm I guess. We went to the theme park and played some, didn’t play some. Chee kian’s eyes nearly popped out when he saw that the karaoke there was only 10 bucks for 4 hours, plus food some more. But this time we steered clear of that section. After the theme park, we went to the casino and played ‘big small’. I lost 10 bucks there. Haha.. finally, we took an extremely hurried dinner at pizza hut and rushed down to catch the last bus. On the cabel, we were so busy taking pictures time flew by without us noticing. Then, we were back home. I was quite nervous driving back myself after 12am. That’s coz by the time I dropped everyone home, it was past 12am. An event left a great impression on me. When we were at the telephone booth there taking pictures, a couple asked me to take a picture for them. What struck me was that they looked so happy together. The feeling between them was so nice, it was like they really wanted to spend time together, had fun together and were so sweet too. I hope one day I will be able to find that feeling too. On the whole, I found this trip quite nice and enjoyable, if not a bit confusing. One letdown was the hot weather in genting though.

必要的虚伪

屋外挂起暴风雨, 屋内却如此的平静。
心内挂起暴风雨, 外表却如此的平静。

Friday, May 11, 2007

redang trip 2007



Altogether it was a great trip, much better than I had hoped.

050507 – We set out a bit late as two friends were held up by traffic jam. The good thing was, since we made up almost half the bus, it waited for us. Up we went onto the bus. I sat with shu yin, with pui leng and chris in front. The guy behind me was quite shocking. When I wanted to lower my seat and asked him whether it was ok, he said something like, Sure. Lower also can, and he’ll give me a back massage. And bus trip there was quite boring, couldn’t really sleep, and whenever I almost dozed off we reached the rest station and had to go down.

060507 – Finally we reached the agency early in the morning and had to wait till 7am to eat our breakfast. The food was ok, but the toilet queue was so long, held up by one guy. The guy sitting behind me was waiting in line before me and shu yin, so we chatted for a while. He was quite nice, friendly. The tea was very tasteless, but the nasi lemak was quite different, a bit sour. I thought it spoilt already, but someone said that that’s the terengganu style. After breakfast we were sent to the jetty. There we girls locked ourselves in the toilet and began the Sunblock frenzy, slathering them on like nobody’s business. Prevention is better than cure I suppose. Pretty soon, the boat was there. It was more like a ferry. They showed us the movie ‘the mask’ while on board and we actually managed to finish the whole show. Of course, in the middle of the journey we climbed up deck and took lots of pictures. It was quite dizzy up there, but the sea breeze was very enjoyable. Pity there was not enough room to sit and just enjoy the breeze.




We reached redang. It was beautiful. But we had to transfer ourselves onto a smaller speedboat, and then climb down the rocking speedboat into the sea and walk onto the sandy beach of redang island. The climbing down was quite scary, but they prepared a wooden stairway, well, something like that, for us to climb down. Sadly for me, just before it was my turn, it broke! So I had to climb down a metal ladder. It went fine, but when I hit bottom, other people started climbing down. No big deal just that the ladder was on my feet. Oh well, I got a bruise for that. It hurt though.




We wandered around before checking in. Our rooms were very close to each other. I shared a room with caroline and hung jen. After lunch, we were supposed to go for our first snorkeling session. The coward I am, I didn’t go. Instead I went exploring along the whole stretch of beach all by myself. It turned out to be a good thing too, so that I had enough time to buy all my souvenirs and my famous rainbow handphone strap, the one that amazed Alfred so much. I was also able to tell them which shop was the cheapest when they had to hurriedly shop for their souvenirs near the end of the trip.

At tea time, I was very lucky that I met them just as they came back. It was more convenient so that we could have tea together. I met that guy again as I was refilling my water bottle. He began asking how come I didn’t go snorkeling, and remarked that I wasn’t wearing my retainer. In fact, he was starting to freak me out. After tea, they took me out to sea at the shallow end to get a hang of the sea. Dinner time was steamboat time. After that, it began pouring heavily, so we went to an activity room where they played pool and darts. We just sat there and chatted. After that, we walked over to redang reef resort to see the blue sand under the moonlight. It was quite amazing and beautiful, but lasted for such a short while.

070507 – we woke up late. Jeannie had to band on our room door to wake us up. After breakfast, we went snorkeling. I actually went this time, thanks to continuous support from shu yin, pui leng and chris. What made me so brave? Partly it was because I really wanted to see the marine park, and partly because chris actually managed to borrow a round tube for me. Actually I felt quite bad cause chris was so nice that he actually carried the tube around for me even though I guess it embarrassed him. Chris and pui leng are just so sweet together, it sets my standard very high. Haha..

Marine park was fun. Hung jen managed to get to know an instructor who tugged me around the sea to see fishes and corals. I even managed to see an eel, with big white teeth. I never knew that eels have teeth. At first I felt a bit bad that I had to burden the instructor, but after that I found out that I, or at least my tube, became the handle of many other people. After lunch, we buried hung jen in sand, then went to the shade to chit chat and play, quite cruel of us. Haha.. then, snorkeling again. This time it was at deep sea and was quite scary. Everywhere I looked, it was the sea. My goggles kept fogging up, and the sea was so choppy and turbulent that I became very dizzy. Besides, it was very scary and the sea was much deeper. Good thing the instructor was around again. When I climbed down from the ship, I was pretty terrified actually as my feet could not touch ground. Good thing chris was already down there and handed me my life-saver, the tube!

That night we had bbq for dinner, then we celebrated a friend’s birthday by surprising him at the beach where everyone was dancing. It was like a beach club. After that, we sat around and talked about snakes, since they wouldn’t talk about ghost stories. Personally, I think snakes are scarier than ghosts, since they can actually be around us any time.

080507 – it was all going to end soon. We had breakfast, cleared up, checked out, went to the cheap souvenir shop, then it was time to go home. This time around, they showed the night at the muzium. After that, it was the bus trip home again. They showed mr. bean’s the holiday and a Chinese movie on the bus. The guy was sitting on the same row as me and shu yin this time and was really freaky coz he kept looking at our direction with his round round eyes. But I guess later on he guesses that we were freaked out, coz he ignored us. We reached vista very late. First I went to shu yin’s house and surfed the net while she bathed. Then she came over and we ‘mapou’ together.

I would really like to thank all my friends for their support and concern, especially in encouraging me to snorkel to make the redang trip more worthwhile.
Thank you pui leng and shu yin and chris for all your support and care. Thank you pui leng and shu yin, for holding on to me while I was at sea. Thank you chris, for carrying my tube around for me. Thank you to all of them for helping me get on and down from the speedboat, and teaching me how to float. Haha.. good thing I held on to pui leng’s hand so tightly, or I would me floating god knows where.;p thank you shu yin for sleeping over with me on the last day when I was alone at home.

Thank you caroline and hung jen for being good roommates during this trip. Caroline taught me so many exercise techniques, I had better do them regularly!;p hung jen grabbed me while I was drifting in the sea. Both of them also stuck close to me during the deep sea snorkeling session. And hung jen got back my specs for me from the capten. Thanks a lot to both of them.

Thanks too to everyone else for their concern after they learnt that I don’t know how to swim.

May our next trip be as enjoyable as this one!=)

烟花

烟花
如此的美
却如此的短暂

for a friend~

To my beloved friend
Who has left for a better place

Silently you entered my life
Silently you left
You were a complete stranger one day
Then we clicked and entered into a beautiful friendship
Much laughter we shared together
Hard times we survived together
You taught me a lot of things
Courage… love… friendship…
How not to be so stubborn in life…
That I can’t be so selfish and spoilt and expect everything in life to go my way…
How to really care for a friend…
How to make new friends…
How to be responsible…
How to respect my parents…
How to give without expecting anything in return…
How to grow up and not be a baby forever…
How to chase after my dreams and really do something about it instead of wishing for it...
How not to be so stressed up about small things and just do my best…
You taught me how to be a friend
You showed me what a friend is
You taught me how to be happy,
By not focusing on problems, so that they would not become problems anymore
You taught me how to hold my temper
And not be so emotional
You taught me not to be so ‘dead’
To be short and precise
To appreciate my parents
You taught me that life is just what life is and to deal with it
That it comprises of both happiness and sadness
That it is the process that matters, not the product
That we have only one life and we must live it to the fullest
You showed me that I am stronger than I think
You taught me not to be afraid
Helped me through troubled times
You were there as I grew up
As I matured from the childish brat I was to who I am now
Hopefully a better person
You taught me that happiness can be found in small things
Taught me about humanities
About pleasures in helping other people
Simple pleasures which are so hard to see
But why did you leave without telling me?
Why did you not even say goodbye?
I woke up one day and you were gone
Just like that
Without even saying goodbye
And knowing that I will never ever see you again in this lifetime hurts
I miss talking with you
Miss everything about you
Miss knowing that I have a friend who really cares bout me
And now I’m on my own again
I will never forget all that you’ve taught me
And I will always keep memories of you close to my heart
I am who I am because of you
For that I am forever grateful
But the time has come for me to stand on my own two feet
I’m sure you will be happy for me wherever you are
And that you are happy
All I have of you left is just memories
Memories of better times
But I will be someone whom you will be proud of
I won’t let you down


悄悄的我到来。。
正如我悄悄的离去。。

quiz

Enough of all that mushy mushy stuff
So, what have we got here??
Let’s take a quiz…!!

It makes sunny days pour
It makes rainy days shine
It’s always a risk, which can tear you apart
Yet, without it, you can’t say that you really lived

It makes you extraordinarily happy
Yet it makes you ache in places you didn’t even know existed
It comes so quick and takes you unaware
It leaves so quick leaving you with a lifetime to miss

It creates memories for you to cherish and hold
Yet it is also these memories, which haunt you on lonely nights alone
It feels so real
Yet sometimes it is so hard to believe it exists

It exists
But is just so hard to find
When you try to grap hold of it
It nearly always slip right out of your grasp

Sometimes you think you have it
Sometimes you wish you have it
Sometimes you know you had it
Sometimes you wish you held on to it

It is just so hard to grasp
There is never a guarantee
There is no life warrantee
In fact, it molds your life
It makes you grow up
And hopefully, it makes you a better person for it

What is it?
You’re the smart one
You guess!=)

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

bukan dirimu yang salah - sahrul gunawan

Di saat ku terjaga kau getarkan hatiku
mengapa begitu cepat kau merunah hatimu
andai sejak dulu pasti kita tak begini

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喜欢

喜欢一个人
他快乐就好了
是这样吧

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

msn

青青纸巾,悠悠我心。

在msn上常看到一些很适合我心情的标题
在这里把他们给记下。。。

‘我不是因为寂寞才会想起你,而是在寂寞的时候想的只有你。’ - kok yoon-

‘On the endless sea of madness we sail forever more… - And the endless tears of sadness towards the distant shores..' -ray-

‘人生像钢琴,白色键盘是快乐,黑色键盘是悲伤,但记住,美丽的音乐需要有这两个颜色组成的。’ -kok yoon-

有一些挺好笑的。。比如。。

‘don't sweat the petty things, just pet the sweaty things' -francis-

有一次大家都在赶report时大家的标题都是这一类的。。。

'i love reports........not' -mei ling-

'i hate uti and pa2 reports' -pui kuan-

'so much to finish!!' -pui leng-

msn真的可以反映出一个人的心情。。。

Sunday, April 15, 2007

淡淡的悲伤涌上心头

短暂的欢乐
过后回到原初的悲伤
毫无意义的甜蜜
回到来还是面对回一片无声的墙
明明知道是这样
却以为自己接受得到
明明知道
却情不自禁。。。

Friday, April 13, 2007

favourite things ~ sound of music

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream coloured ponies and crisp apple strudels
Doorbells and sleighbells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are few of my favorite things

When the dog bites, when the bee stings,
when I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
and then I don't feel
so bad

问世间情为何物。 。 。

问世间、情为何物,只教生死相许?

天南地北双飞客,老翅几回寒暑。

欢乐趣,离别苦,就中更有痴儿女。

君应有语,渺万里层云,千山暮雪,只影向谁去?

横汾路,寂寞当年箫鼓,荒烟依旧平楚。

招魂楚些何嗟及,山鬼暗谛风雨。

天也妒,未信与,莺几燕子俱黄土。

千秋万古,为留待骚人,狂歌痛饮,来访雁丘处。

Friday, April 06, 2007

reminiscence

suddenly miss being in the band.. i still remember the feeling when we performed the final song conducted by the fat cute teacher. forgot his name oredy. haha.. i remember it all sounded quite horrible during the practice. not that we practised much on that song anyway. i can't even remember which song it was, but it was a nice song. i remember going up to join the main band for practice and seeing them play saxaphone and trumpets and trombones for the first time, also witnessing the 'real' disciplin in band for the first time. man, it was fun. then when they called us to perform separately, as in 1st strings, 2nd strings, we sounded quite horrible too, especially the high notes. haha.. but the miracle was, when we all combined, we sounded fantastic. so nice.. and the feeling of being a part of the music was simply awesome. it was like.. we all merged into 1 voice, 1 sound. but i still can't remember the song. ;p

Monday, April 02, 2007

我会好好的~

我会好好的,花还香香的,
世界一直去,回忆真美丽

我是想着你,一直想着你,
你在我心底,变成了秘密

不要说你爱我,你想我,
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我,
我知道了会很难受。

不许勉强的安慰我 说奇怪的理由。
到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以,
那是我心中的幸福,

Monday, March 26, 2007

矛盾

那天驾车去sunway遇到个路霸,虽然表现冷静,还跟他道歉,其实心中都几怕下。奇怪的事,身边的朋友还很佩服我那么镇定。哈。
那天过后我才发现,原来我已训练到自己能把自己心中的感觉隐藏到那么好。
心中伤痛时却表现出微笑
心中似乎被刀割成碎片时还能装出一幅若无其事,坚强的样子。
我真得越来越假le...
还是这是生存下去的唯一条路。。。?

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

untitled

what's the point of going on
when you can't see into my heart?
But there's alwayz this fear of having you gone
accepting the loneliness is just too hard

who can see me when i'm invisible?
or do i have to morph into a butterfly?
but such things are so shallow and feeble
with time they'll just fade and die...

it hurts me when you smile but don't mean it
feel nothing for me but just fake it
when everything you do
don't mean a thing to you

i have reached a stage beyond tears
a stage where i have to face all my fears
if it means a life without you
at least i'll try to live it to the full

Monday, March 19, 2007

hairy dick cheer

before i forget it, i better write it down first.. haha!
coz i oredy forgot my samba yeah cheer! OMG!! almost kena belasah from pc.heheh..

we are.. hairy dick (x2)
soft like jelly
hard like brick
you can touch
you can lick

we make you
ah ah ah ah x2

say...
hairy dick!!

kinda obscene, but well, that's orientation.^^

tokyo drift cheer:

wonder if you know
bout the group rite here you know
when you see us horny buggers then you know you have to go

hairy dicky....
dick! dick! dick! dick! x2

samba yeah cheer:

who's gonna rock up all night long
we are
yeah
we are
yeah
who's gonna stand and beat the rest
samba
what??
samba
who??
samba yeah!!!

张栋梁-痛彻心扉

回忆充满整个房子
我们的住处
围困我笑也不会茶也不思
一个人恍恍又惚惚
相爱的国度里没有人居住
回忆混乱我的脚步
阻碍了出路
证明了你的自私你的贪图
残忍的看着我无助
平淡的回应我虚假的无辜
痛彻心扉记忆的伤一寸一寸像你的冷酷
否定我这些日子以来的付出
告诉我不再需要有我来保护
不能睡的痛楚不知名的愤怒
不能上诉只能安静的痛哭

nick lachey~

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.

I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up, To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.

I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.

But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore. ...
I can't hate you anymore.

Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,

There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.

And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up, To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.

You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.

But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up, To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away, You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.

But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

假装 - jolin

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

orientation of P107

i had a really busy week, absolutely no time to study. but, i don't regret signning up to be oo for hairy dick. really! what i got in return for my time was human relationship, fun, friendship.. i feel so protective for them, just don't want them to get hurt in any way..
this fragile bond that we have formed.. how long will it last? i suppose it's too naive of me to think that it will last forever, but well, one can only hope. samba yeah didn't really manage to stay together after orientation. we sort of drifted apart. hairy dick seems more 'together'. so well, maybe after all..
lotz of things happened at the end tho.. the 'K' problem and the 'C' problem. thank goodness one was solved, but well, the 'K' problem is not i guess. the whole group of us with us girls in our heels actually climbed up all the way to the globe to console K when we got 2nd. together with the dick, the banner, two hampers and 1 trophy. it was fun there tho. took lotz of crazy pictures. after that, our clubbing plan changed to all-nite-long red box instead at sunway there. damn tired man.
after 2 days i thought he finally came out of it, but last night my poor junior kena blasted by him for no apparent reason. what i really can't stand is him taking it out on the juniors. coz they really dunno anything de ma.. ai..
hope everything gets sorted out before it gets too late with too much damage done..

Monday, March 05, 2007

转变~

一起送出去的礼物还未打开
之间却有了微妙的改变
是好是坏?
是我疯了吗?
还是是唯一的选择?
或许是逃不掉的命运。。。
我成长了吗?
坚强的我。。快出现啊。。

Friday, February 23, 2007

another new year...

一个新年又这样过了...接下来又回到个自繁忙的生活.唉... 希望能再次相逢! 大家加油哦! =)

Monday, February 12, 2007

the most wonderful valentine~

i believe it is not in material presents,
but rather,
seeing your loved one rush back to a waiting you after his meeting
cooking a loving meal to dine together in the warm comfort of home
the warm, happy feeling when two people are together
getting up earlier to prepare breakfast
a protective hand over your shoulder in the crowded train
having someone worry when the queue at the ladies is long
the small gestures that show that he cares or worries bout you
being able to choose new clothes together
sharing a meal together
walking home together
trying out new clothes together
the way you just look at each other and smile
or being at ease with each other and doing some normal activities
rushing home to deliver lunch for a hungry someone
or even just an indirect acknowledgement that you are someone special to him

valentine's day is not feb 14
if you love each other
i really believe now, that
everyday can be valentine's day

i had a chance to have 3 of such days
almost perfect, just with some slight disturbances in the middle
but i'm glad i sorted out my problems so that it did not spoil the rest of our time together

there is a saying:
快乐是属于那些,会把快乐放大,把问题缩小,的人。

不要想太多,真的会开心点。因为很多时候语气不好只是因为累。
人在身边时就看到很清楚。不在身边时,就要懂得相信他。
这就是基本的原则吧。

快乐是在自己的手中的。
如果你选择快乐
你就真的会快乐。 =)

Thursday, February 08, 2007

三年了,我总该学会了吧!

每次发生, 也不是我的错。而是有别的因素。 别的很正常的理由。
所以我真的该别想太多,自造麻烦了。
相信他就可以了。=)

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

the cave

one fine day i saw a most adorable puppy in my whole entire life. it had soft brown eyes, a kind nature and was as charming as could be. just playing with the puppy melted my heart into puddles and puddles of blood. one day, the puppy suddenly fell sick. i was worried sick, but there was nothing much i could do. even the vet could not tell what was wrong with my dear puppy. i tried my best to shower dear puppy with lotz of TLC. and it seemed to touch puppy's heart.

SUDDENLY...

one day.. puppy ran away into the woods..
i followed and followed, trying to find puppy. sometimes i could see puppy from afar. sometimes i lost track of puppy. sometimes puppy ignored me and slept and slept. finally puppy disappeared into a dak and scary cave..

i was left alone and floundering outside, wondering what was wrong with puppy, worrying that puppy would fall even more ill, worrying that puppy did not want me around anymore..

i waited and waited for days on end. to no avail. worries were my constant companions. fears flooded my dreamz. tears seemed glued to my face. i couldn't seem to shake them loose. and the wait continued..

i couldn't take it any longer..

or i will die!!!

at least i thought so.

so one day after so many days, i knocked at the cave opening...

the sleeping puppy just opened one eye and glared at me. however, undauted, i ventured one step forward into the cave.

i forgot the most important rule!!! any girl who walks into the cave will die a most terrible death!!!

anyway, i wasn't dead yet. so i walked in and started talking to dear puppy. however, dear puppy wastn't at all polite and only grunted in the correct places. at last, I COULD'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!! i asked........

i asked what was bothering puppy. Oops! wrong question!
puppy immediately morphed into a most fearsome dragon and blow mouthful after mouthful of fire at me, the fire so strong that it completely blew me out of the cave and out of the woods. wow, it was so great the whole of the woods burnt down. so now it's just a lone fearsome cave surrounded by a blackened area.

oh ya. what became of me? i turned into a roasted turkey.

and now, with my poor scorched fingers, or what's left of them anyway, i type what i learnt to anyone who cares to learn..

never ever venture into the cave.

just let them rot there, for all i care.

if you read john gray's book you will understand.

Monday, February 05, 2007

when things go down...

they really go down...

and there's nothing i can do about it...

Monday, January 29, 2007

a matter of trust

recently i told myself that i will be optimistic in everything that happens for 7 days. I've always heard that it takes a week to create a habit. well. i tried. it was hard at first. i had to constantly remind myself of my decision. 7 days came and went. i wasn't really up all the time. sometimes i was still quite moony. but relatively less than usual. now, i think that being positive really makes me happier.

last time i always did what other people expected me to do.
now i do what i feel is right, do my best, and don't expect anything in return.

last time i always doubted him, even though he never did stray
now i just trust him. no matter what happens. and then i realised.. he is still there. and he is trying his best.

everybody just has their own different way of showing that they care. but what is love without trust? i didn't know that i hurt him everytime i doubted him. so trust, and accepting him as he is, even though it's hard sometimes, proved to be so much better for our relationship.

i believe happiness is your own responsibility.

it's all in the mind.
it's all about how you think.
it's all your own choice.

so... be happy! =)

Saturday, January 13, 2007

smile!!

笑一笑,
没什么事情过不了。 =)